SAAMAKSHI MEDIUM

Maa Dhumavati, the seventh of the Mahavidyas, embodies the essence of suffering. She arises as smoke, but before the smoke, there is fire—a testament to her nature as a force of courage, fierceness, and strength. She teaches us that the true measure of kindness often lies in the depth of suffering one has endured and transformed. On the path of meditation and manifestation, it’s easy to believe that life should be an endless stream of joy, happiness, and positivity. We may assume that by thinking positively, we can shield ourselves from sorrow, pain, or setbacks, and that our relationships and work will flow effortlessly. Yet, when even the smallest pain or disappointment arises, doubt seeps in:  Am I on the wrong path? Am I not manifesting enough? Did I use the wrong technique or miss something important? This cycle of self-questioning can become all-consuming. We analyze every word, every choice, and every action, trying to pinpoint what went wrong. In our efforts to find solutio...

We’ve all tried countless methods—taken courses, attended workshops, even tuned into webinars—seeking to connect with the Universe, to align with the Divine in ways that promise prosperity. We meditate daily, exercise, eat mindfully, and embody habits that sharpen our minds and elevate our spirits. We pour ourselves into this journey, striving to be better instruments for the Divine. Yet, amidst it all, doubts creep in.  Is this meant for me?   Am I doing it right?  That tiny flicker of skepticism gnaws at us, leaving us worried that one negative thought could unravel the progress we’ve worked so hard to achieve. Despite our efforts, we feel trapped by the fear of failure, the fear that positivity is something we must force. And then we compare. We see others flourishing—manifesting effortlessly, hearing spiritual guides, receiving angelic messages—and wonder,  Why not me?  We follow every step with discipline: journaling, yoga, meditation, breathwork, mindfulne...